Friday, November 25, 2005

jesus.

so i'm moved in my new aparment.

this shit is hard yo.

I haven't been here 3 weeks and I alread feel broke as shit. I have to pay within the next week or so:

rent-at LEAST $500 (and that's only because it's prorated)
cable/internet bill-$93.73
phone bill-between $40-60 (just to keep it on)
electric-$god knows how much.

all I know is that my computer is on a lot when I'm here. a lot. so I'm expecting the worst.

I have $1300 to last me until next pay period. in that time I will need:

groceries
a haircut
2 transpasses
at the very least. this is assuming I don't eat out at least once before december 9th. there's no records in there, no microphone, no frills.

yo. I can't live like this. I don't wanna have to work any harder, but gotdamn man. maybe a new/another job is the answer. I mean... I had a plan never to let my savings account go below $1000. sounds good right? well. when your monthly output is guaranteed to be at least $700, and you only make $1300 a month... ugh.

I don't even wanna think about it. pray for me.